16.1.10

Well blogs are dying.
mine is at least.

12.1.10

Others.

In this moment
At this time
This week
Whatever Your doing amongst all of the chaos
I pray that we would catch this one thing
the heart of God
Gods heart is for everyone
everyone.
I have stood in front of some crowds
crowds are great
But only because its made up of
lots of Ones
And I can stand here
And to be honest
I can see a few rows back
then its kinda one big progression into blurville
Its just blurry at the top

But
Every single person in this room is Somebody
Everyone is Someone
Everyone is Unique
Everyone is created by God in His Image.
Everyone.

And we can hear all the statistics in the world
that a 100,000 people are dead in some part of the world
and its gonna be 200,000 people soon...
Well would it make a difference if it was 200,001?
or would it make a difference if it was 199,999?
Everyone Is Somebody.
The value of our lives
Is EXACTLY the same
Your life is not anymore valuable than anybody elses
And its not any Less valuable than anybody elses

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I think about this moment
Cos this moment is all we've got
And so often we live in reflection
And we live thinking about what we're gonna do
And we let this moment pass us by
And the world is what it is
Because of the way Generations before us
Have acted and reacted to their time in the moment
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And the future will be what it is
based on how we act and react
to the oppurtunities we have in this moment

And we can see all the videos
And we can be moved
We can see pictures of children who have nothing
We can hear the stories
And learn the statistics on these great imbalances that exist in our world
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And it can move us
But if we are just moved
And we dont walk in their direction
If we are simply moved
and dont step out of our comfort and our convinience
And our oppurtunity to reach out
To anybody, who needs help

Then whats all of this about.

Isiah 58:2-7
Matt 25:35-40

+JTH

2.12.09

I suprise Me

i are yeethien!♥ says:
is there any differences between protestance & roman catholic right

JoshSeb says:
no idea

i are yeethien!♥ says:
haha

JoshSeb says:
All I know is that I love Jesus
and I wanna tell everybody about his love

30.11.09

I was in Agony
I was lost

In my desperation
I sought solemness
I Needed to be alone with God
I Just NEEDED to be alone with God

After all the crying out
After all the whys
After all the questions.

I heard him say..



I Created You The Way You Are..


As I waited for the "but.." or
the magnificent second part to the line of speech..
I laid still on the ground..
Shutting off any other sound or voice
As I waited...

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But there was no conclusion...
There was no explaination for the answer..
I asked him.. Wat do you mean?
I Created you the way you are?
because? so? but?
Whats next Lord?

As I pounded him with questions and cries..
He stood silent..
The exact same line came back over and over again...

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Sometimes.. We question the answer to our question..
We ask God so many things.. But when he gives us an answer
Often the one we dont really understand or want..

We ask him for a million explainations for himself...
Yet God stands on his word.. He stands on his answers..
He stands on his promises..

I Asked him
why I was so selfish?
Why I was so irresponsible?
Why I was so disgusting?
Why he had allowed me to become who I am?
Why I couldnt bare my own ridiculous ways any longer?

I asked God why I was, what I was..

And all he could say.. was that
I created You the way You are..
What more did I need?
What more was required?
How simplier could it have gotten?
Our Answer Is Jesus.
In Him we find ourselves.

27.11.09

Psalm 3

Father,

Truly I am weak.
Truly I am frail.
What use am I to you?
What use can my imperfections be to you?

Why does my sun darken with hurt?
Why is my skies painted with worry?
Why is my air polluted with trouble?
Why are the flowers coloured with death?

My heart is heavy
My head is low
My arms cry out in silence
My eyes are dried up

*inhale*

Father,
I know now
That in my time of trouble
In my moment of need
In the second that my heart is about to give in

That its not about Me
Its always been about you

How come I constantly forget
The prayer I pray over my life day after day
"that Your kingdom would come
& Your will be done
In My world, as it is in Yours"

Thank you Father
For not letting me slip too far off
That you allow me to allow myself
To slip away from you
But still just close enough for you to pull me back home

What could separate this endless love?
:)
i love you,
i really do

-JoshSeb

20.11.09

WANT.

mann... i was so down a few moments ago..

the whole material things thingy got my down again...


and the holy spirit told me to go read psalm 23

so im like... ohhh i get it..

the whole "i shall not want" bit right HS?

and for a while.. in my ignorant, self-proclaimed, knowledge..

I was like... yeahh.. i get it... i get it...


Then i felt my soul yearning to hear that chapter read out..

So i did...


check this out...


Psalm 23 (The Message)

Psalm 23

A David Psalm
1-3 God, my shepherd! I don't need a thing.
You have bedded me down in lush meadows,
you find me quiet pools to drink from.
True to your word,
you let me catch my breath
and send me in the right direction.

4 Even when the way goes through
Death Valley,
I'm not afraid
when you walk at my side.
Your trusty shepherd's crook
makes me feel secure.

5 You serve me a six-course dinner
right in front of my enemies.
You revive my drooping head;
my cup brims with blessing.

6 Your beauty and love chase after me
every day of my life.
I'm back home in the house of
GOD
for the rest of my life.


it was after I read this.. That my heart suddenly felt calm..
i mean.. heck the wanting bit..
I AM BACK HOME IN THE HOUSE OF GOD
That is aweSOME.
That left me feeling good..

But check out the amplified version..

Psalm 23 (Amplified Bible)

6Surely or only goodness, mercy, and unfailing love shall follow me all the days of my life, and through the length of my days the house of the Lord [and His presence] shall be my dwelling place.


SURELY OR ONLY!

I MEAN... WOW!

you cant beat that..

ONLY Goodness, mercy AND unfailing love will hunt me down...



GOD IS
so GOOD[period]

United




Thats what I call touring man...