13.8.09

Sour Candy.

Where Is GOD In our bitterness?
Where Is GOD In our unforgiveness?
Where Is GOD In our hate?
Where Is GOD In our anger?

"-we have to constantly tend to the state of our hearts-
-we have to recognize our own alarm bells-
-our actions, our outputs, are directly related to the state of our hearts-
+Darlene.Z

Ive been loosing it lately...
Ive slipped into a position without even noticing it..
Everyone can see a dramatic fall
Not everyone noticese the little reverses...

Ya'know about 15 minutes ago...
I Got irratated at a few of my girls..
and at my sister..
And after a long day.. I sorta allowed myself to get mad..
Just abit...
City News Was Frustrating...
Keeping My Egos And Self Praise Down Was Tiring...
And Hours Were Spent...
I mean.. I had a good reason...

Then He stopped me.
The Holy Spirit Isnt A ABILITY You Call Upon When You Need It
Its Not The Abilities Of The Spirit.
I Need To Get Back Into That River Of God.
I Need Time Off..
I Need A Break...
I Need One on One Time..

I Need My Jesus.
Josh.

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